Some days, you just get your socks blown right off. When it happens on a dark day, so much the better. Because that’s just synchronicity and universal grace at work.
I woke up this morning in a thorough state of gloom, stressed out and despairing. The current socio-political climate in South Africa is enough to drive anyone to drink and/or distraction.
The murder, purportedly over a wage dispute, of Afrikaner rightwing extremist leader, Eugene Terre’blanche has created a pivotal and dangerous moment in modern South African history. Murder is bad and common enough in South Africa, especially farm murders (it is estimated that between 1000 and 3000 white farmers have been killed since the ANC came to power), but the situation is inflamed by the constant singing of an anti-apartheid struggle song, which includes the lyrics “kill the boer”, by the leader of the ANC Youth League, Julius Malema. ("Boer" is the Afrikaans word for "farmer", but is also used as a derogatory term for any white person.) It’s not like this benighted country needs people stirring up racial disharmony and animosity and picking on ethnic minorities – there’s quite enough of that as it is (remember the xenophobia I wrote about a couple of years ago). While a court order banned Malema from singing the song, citing it as “hate speech”, it didn’t stop him, and moreover, the ANC sided with him when they vowed to fight the ban. As you can imagine, racial tensions are running high and it would seem like all the good work done in the very early years of democracy by real leaders like Nelson Mandela and Desmond Tutu are being rapidly undone – and by the ANC itself. I was going to write a lengthy post on the subject, but instead let me refer you to the press release from the South African Institute of Race Relations – a liberal and respected think tank – which pretty much sums it up.
(Thank goodness the ANC have today told Malema to stop singing the song - though whether he listens will be another matter.)
Now let me give you the flip side. Having been out, I came home to find a receipt from the post office and duly trotted off to collect my parcel.
Oh what joy! What generosity of spirit! And it couldn’t have happened on a more apt day.
You will recall that a few posts ago I blogged about artist Sara-J, whose work is just so rich, so vivid and, despite the humour, so profound. Since I commissioned my gorgeous painting from her, Sara-J has had several sales.
She’s wanting to leave the Netherlands and move to France where she’s found herself the perfect studio. But she’s needed to raise additional funds after one of her principal backers let her down. Because I love her work and because I wanted to help, I decided, despite the mutterings of my piggy bank, to buy two small prints.
Nice, aren’t they!?
But imagine my delight and surprise when I opened the parcel and discovered not just the two etchings I’d ordered, but three more – a proof of “St Joseph’s”, 1/75 (i.e. a first print) of “St Joseph’s 2” and, joy of joys a wonderfully colourful etching of “Nasturtiums” which I’d considered buying but in the interests of the grizzling piggy bank had refrained from doing.
I am blown away by Sara-J’s generosity and kindness – and the pictures and her thoughtfulness could not have come on a better day!
Here is someone who not only creates the most stunning art, but who also has a big and wonderful heart. She said, in the note she sent with the pictures, that she wanted to thank me for doing a blog post about her work and for the advice I’d sent her, courtesy of the wonderful Tessa Edwards of Aerial Armadillo, about online galleries where she might promote her work. For me, helping Sara-J was pure pleasure, and her art, which already adorns my walls, was thanks enough, so I am, on one of the rare occasions in my life, left speechless.
All I can say is, “Sara-J – thank you! You are very special and totally wonderful!”
For those of you reading this, do me a favour, and please take another look at Sara-J’s website if you’ve not already done so – and consider buying yourself a little treat! You won’t regret it!
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Friday, January 1, 2010
2010 - and I wish for you...
2010 and I wish for you a year filled with
love and laughter
peace and harmony
success and good health
joy and enlightenment
friendship and good fun.
I might look back on the last year - and the past decade - and see dark places and difficult times. Equally, I might look back and see a time of tremendous growth, challenges and opportunities. Mostly, I look back and see a time of balance, of profound learning and personal growth. And I realise then, in the immortal words of Robert Frost, I stood at the beginning of the new millenium and saw two roads diverge in the wood and I, I chose to take the one less travelled by - and that, indeed, has made all the difference.
And so where to now, eh?
Onward and upward?
Whichever way the road goes, it will bring with it more of the same - such is life. The scenery may change, the weather too (no, I'm not talking about climate change!), we will change - for to stagnate is to die, the world will change, for change is the one constant we can always rely upon - and yet, in many ways, all will remain the same, our human nature and our inability to learn from the past seems to ensure that. It depends, I guess, on how you look at it - whether you view the world from the high road or the low road.
But whichever road each of us takes - I still wish for all of us the very same - which is all and only the very best of everything - always.
They said last night was a blue moon. Down here we had shear winds too - blowing both from the north-west and the south-east and a cloud sky planted by Johnny Appleseed. There was powerful magic afoot and in line with the moon's promptings I followed the moonsong - and look what happened... Shall I take it as a sign of a time of still greater creativity...? I hope so!
I started with the New Year's Blue Moon...

Decided it really wasn't very blue - and headed into the digital darkoom...


I then wandered to the lounge and stared at the tree lights and started to play with the zoom lens...

I wondered about the moon again... and this is what happened...

Onward and upward?
Whichever way the road goes, it will bring with it more of the same - such is life. The scenery may change, the weather too (no, I'm not talking about climate change!), we will change - for to stagnate is to die, the world will change, for change is the one constant we can always rely upon - and yet, in many ways, all will remain the same, our human nature and our inability to learn from the past seems to ensure that. It depends, I guess, on how you look at it - whether you view the world from the high road or the low road.
But whichever road each of us takes - I still wish for all of us the very same - which is all and only the very best of everything - always.
They said last night was a blue moon. Down here we had shear winds too - blowing both from the north-west and the south-east and a cloud sky planted by Johnny Appleseed. There was powerful magic afoot and in line with the moon's promptings I followed the moonsong - and look what happened... Shall I take it as a sign of a time of still greater creativity...? I hope so!
I started with the New Year's Blue Moon...

Decided it really wasn't very blue - and headed into the digital darkoom...


I then wandered to the lounge and stared at the tree lights and started to play with the zoom lens...
I wondered about the moon again... and this is what happened...


And then got this...

And called it "Ripley's Ride"... If this is anything to go by, it looks like it will be one helluva ride indeed! I'll see you on the other side, then, shall I...?
Have a wonderful, happy and prosperous 2010!
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Friday, February 13, 2009
Pictures - and a meme
The words have been used up today. I did think of sharing a short story I've been messing with but, well, just but... Maybe another time, eh?
Instead I'll share with you some dabblings from the digital darkroom and a meme-thingy which I found over at Rob's Inushuk Adventures some time ago. I've been saving it up for one of these "wordless" days. Feel free to do it if you haven't already.
It's the 100 Things I Have Done meme - the things I've done are in blue. Those which I haven't are in black.
I HAVE...
1. Started my own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band (I've jammed with friends but I'm not sure that counts)
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower (no, but I've wished on many shooting stars ie meteors)
6. Given more than I can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland/world
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sung a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched lightning at sea
14. Taught myself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown my own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitchhiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb (I've held a cheetah cub, does that count?)
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset (both)
31. Hit a home run (so long as Rounders counts!)
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of my ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught myself a new language (we-ell, I've tried...)
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa (was born there and still live there...)
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had my portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing (I always wonder how deep the sea has to be qualify to answer this sort of question - and I caught a great white, not a marlin...)
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris (not to the top, only halfway up!)
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud (you should have seen those mud pies!)
54. Gone to a drive-in
55. Been in a movie (does it count that I scripted and directed it and it was corporate video production and not a real movie?)
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business (does starting a small NGO count?)
58. Taken a martial arts class (I'm hoping to start Qi Gong soon, if that counts...)
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies (no, but I was a Girl Scout/Guide)
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp (no, but I have visited Yad Vashem the Jewish Memorial to Holocaust victims in Jerusalem)
67. Bounced a check/cheque
68. Flown in a helicopter (but I have flown in a light aircraft)
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London (never saw the point of that one)
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book (not yet!)
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had my picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible (just the New Testament)
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (do fish and shellfish count? If so, yes.)
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life (does saving my own life count?)
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake (no, but I've paddled in the Dead Sea!)
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee (no, but I talk to bees and they sing to me...)
100. Ridden an elephant (no, but I've walked hand in trunk with an elephant!)
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Wishing you a Happy New Year!
I'm feeling a wee bit peaky at the moment, my "old trouble" is grizzling, so I've just been taking it easy and playing in the digital darkroom. So I give you these, for your entertainment, my experiments in merging multiple photographic images. (For more images go here
And on that note, I give you this too
And wish you a wonderfully happy New Year.
May 2009 bring you love and laughter, happiness and joy, good health and abundance, peace and harmony, success and dreams fulfilled. May the year ahead be filled with all and only the very best of everything.
And do go here for a very special New Year's greeting! Enjoy!
Click on images to enlarge
And on that note, I give you this too
And wish you a wonderfully happy New Year.
May 2009 bring you love and laughter, happiness and joy, good health and abundance, peace and harmony, success and dreams fulfilled. May the year ahead be filled with all and only the very best of everything.
And do go here for a very special New Year's greeting! Enjoy!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Kakapo - a short story
Kakapo, Kakapo…
The words drifted towards me on the breeze, wrapped themselves around my shoulders and breathed into my ears.
Kakapo…
I gazed along the vast expanse of white sand as it shimmered beneath the morning sun.
Kakapo… Come…
The pull was strong. I found myself irresistibly drawn to the rusted hulking outline of the old wreck buried in the sand.
I glanced over my shoulder before turning to gaze at the sea. Sunlight, like a broken necklace of diamonds, lay scattered over the rippling, undulating surface. Beyond the line of the breakers the surfers bobbed on the current. Josh and Sam were also out there somewhere, waiting for the perfect wave. They’d be there for hours, and today lying on the beach held little appeal.
Kakapo…
I turned my eyes back to the shimmering sand – the wreck was a twenty minute walk away. I started towards it.
Yes… Kakapo… Come to us…
The voices were dry and ancient, rustling like aged parchment tossed about by a restless wind. They pulled me ever closer, drawing my feet through the silk of the sand as it rolled between my toes.
I could feel them waiting for me, hovering around the wreck, their gauzy wraithlike forms just visible through half-closed eyes.
Don’t look at them, my instinct warned me, don’t become ensnared in their ancient dreams. They’ll hold you to them, lure you into their sandy grave.
Yes, come to us...
The voices sighed, filled with longing
I forgot where I was as trudged steadily towards them, the sky a vast expanse of blue above my head, the mountains surging upwards towards it. Surreal world. Who knew where reality ended and dreams began. I remembered how my father had warned me of quicksand on the beach, had terrified me of tales of being sucked into the earth to a watery grave. Yet I walked on, the sun warming my skin and bathing me in a golden glow that made me unaware of the chill breath that momentarily swept down from the dune scrub.
I drew closer to the wreck, trembling at the thought that I would soon be close enough to stroke its rusting flanks, to whisper words of comfort to the souls that lingered around it.
Kakapo…
“Hello gorgeous…”
The rough, guttural voice jerked me from my reverie.
A guy was sauntering towards me – not alone, several others followed in his wake, flowing from the bushes on the dunes.
My heart quickened and my palms grew moist. I glanced around. Not another living being for miles around – just the expanse of the beach stretching away towards the mountains, the ocean crashing against the shore. And the ghosts of a hundred departed souls waiting for me.
“Lovely lady…”
They drew closer, encircling me, hands in pockets. I saw the flash of steel. Felt the tremor of the chase ripple through them.
Kakapo…
The ghosts moaned, straining at their bonds.
She’s ours…
But the young men were oblivious to them. They had no truck with the forgotten world beyond the veil. Theirs was the time of now and the state of lustful hunger.
I drew myself up tall, turned back the way I had come and stalked through the circle of my tormentors.
“Walk with us.”
Come to us…
Save yourself.
The young men ebbed and flowed around me, a tide of man-eating crabs, waiting for a moment of weakness.
Don’t run.
I walked steadily, my head held high, bristling with projected indignation.
If we cannot have you, neither shall they…
The men closed in, joshing amongst themselves.
“Lekker chickie.”
“Nice legs.”
“Hey, sexy lady…”
I heard the groans of discontent rise up into a chorus and felt a sudden icy wind at my back. Spinning round I gasped as a black stallion sprung from the dunes and galloped towards me. Its mane streamed in the wind, nostrils flared, eyes burning.
The men scattered, shrieking obscenities, stumbling over one another to get away as the horse careered through them.
My heart pounded a primal drumbeat in my ears and my breath escaped in ragged gasps.
The stallion whirled, sand flying beneath his hooves. He reared up and leapt away , charging towards the wreck, veering right just short of it and plunging into the dune scrub from whence he had come.
I grabbed the moment of opportunity, spinning around and taking off, ignoring the call to glance over my shoulder. As my feet flew over the warm velvet of the sand I heard, in the distance, a pale cry.
Kakapo…
The story above is based, in part, on a real incident, in part, on another personal experience. You can read the actual story of the wreck of the Kakapo here and see pictures of it here.


** The picture at the top of the story is nicked from HelgaRainbow's photostream on Flickr and has been "doctored" by me.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Gratitude Meme
Karen over at Border Town Notes tagged me for a thankfulness meme the other day – I think it was actually a thanksgiving meme, but across the blogosphere it seems to have morphed into different forms, yet all about the things and experiences we are thankful and grateful for in our lives. I think one is supposed to list seven “thankfulnesses” and then tag x number of people. We-ell, I think I’ll just run with this and see how it turns out. As for tagging, feel free to do this one yourself if you want, I know a lot of you have already done it.
I am thankful for the illness and near death experiences I have had in my life – they have taught me so much, given me insight, wisdom and awareness – and they have wiped away so much fear.
I am thankful for the abuse I’ve experienced in my life because it has shaped me, taught me and helped me to become the person I am today – and I like me, a lot.
I am thankful for two special furry angels who came into my life when I needed them most and taught me the meaning of love, particularly unconditional love.
I am thankful for the special human angels who have come into my life at times when I’ve needed them most.
I am thankful to my most wonderful, loving and caring husband, who knows how to love me, support me, give me space – and who is also my very best friend.
I am thankful for my talents, my creativity, my intellect and a good brain.

I am thankful for the opportunities I've had to travel and live in other parts of the world, those experiences have shaped me and helped me grow. They've taught me that we are far more alike than we are different.
I am thankful for all that I have materially, for the food on my plate, the clothes in my wardrobe, my home, my garden and my little treasures.
I am thankful for the beauty and majesty that surrounds me – and I am thankful too for all that is not beautiful, for I learn from that and it informs me and helps me grow as a person.
I am thankful for all the unseen forces and angels who are constantly with me, who have guided, strengthened and saved me.
I am thankful for my intuition, my instincts, my awareness and my inner wisdom which help me walk every step of the way.
And I am thankful to you, my dear blog readers, who visit with me, share your views, teach me, support and embrace me. Being with you is like traveling; I learn, I grow and I know, more than ever, that we are all connected, all far more alike than we are different. Yet our differences create colour and interest and mutual respect. Thank you.
I am thankful for the illness and near death experiences I have had in my life – they have taught me so much, given me insight, wisdom and awareness – and they have wiped away so much fear.
I am thankful for the abuse I’ve experienced in my life because it has shaped me, taught me and helped me to become the person I am today – and I like me, a lot.
I am thankful for two special furry angels who came into my life when I needed them most and taught me the meaning of love, particularly unconditional love.
I am thankful for the special human angels who have come into my life at times when I’ve needed them most.
I am thankful to my most wonderful, loving and caring husband, who knows how to love me, support me, give me space – and who is also my very best friend.
I am thankful for my talents, my creativity, my intellect and a good brain.

I am thankful for the opportunities I've had to travel and live in other parts of the world, those experiences have shaped me and helped me grow. They've taught me that we are far more alike than we are different.
I am thankful for all that I have materially, for the food on my plate, the clothes in my wardrobe, my home, my garden and my little treasures.
I am thankful for the beauty and majesty that surrounds me – and I am thankful too for all that is not beautiful, for I learn from that and it informs me and helps me grow as a person.
I am thankful for all the unseen forces and angels who are constantly with me, who have guided, strengthened and saved me.
I am thankful for my intuition, my instincts, my awareness and my inner wisdom which help me walk every step of the way.
And I am thankful to you, my dear blog readers, who visit with me, share your views, teach me, support and embrace me. Being with you is like traveling; I learn, I grow and I know, more than ever, that we are all connected, all far more alike than we are different. Yet our differences create colour and interest and mutual respect. Thank you.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Power failures, scams and photos
NOTE: I'm reposting this blogpost since a glitch has appeared in the works. Seems anyone viewing the post with Internet Explorer finds no place to leave comments and all of the sidebar down below the blog. Of course, this just makes my point that Firefox is so much better... I'm hoping that having reposted, things will now appear "normal" to IE users. Please let me know if it's still showing up "funny". Send me an email - the email addy is on the profile page.
Whew, what a week. And it appears to be ending as “entertainingly” as it started. On Wednesday night at about 7pm the power went out. It didn’t come back until 22 ½ hours later (some or other high tension cable had decided, after years of service, to die). It wouldn’t have been so bad if a) D hadn’t been away on business and b) the back up battery on the security system hadn’t given up the ghost after seven hours. Home alone and with no security in sunny SA is so not my idea of fun. As it is, my bougainvillea is only just starting to show signs of recovery after someone tried to hop over the wall five months ago. Needless to say I didn’t sleep a wink and then spent the rest of the day roaming around the house like a caged tiger in the hunting season. I couldn’t go out because I couldn’t get the garage door to open – I’m not that big and it is huge and heavy. Still, it was a good excuse to put everything aside and bury my nose in a book. The only thing was the book was about a world in the future where one lot of people had escaped the confines of highly controlled cities to live in the wild. So there I sat pondering how well equipped we’d be to live without all the things we simply take for granted. No electricity, no supermarkets, no cars, having to find our own food, make our own clothes. Survival of the fittest stuff, I’m guessing, and I promptly felt decidedly weak.
Then this morning (after I'd found a 419 scam breathing heavily in my inbox), I had my nose deeply buried in work – lots of catching up to do now – when my cell phone rang. The voice on the other side insisted that I had an account with a particular clothing chain which I hadn’t paid. Not only do I not have an account at said store, but I also don’t shop there. Nope, I said, you have the wrong person. The voice was insistent that I had an account and that I owed her money. She simply wouldn’t take no for an answer. It then transpired that she appeared to have my date of birth. Happily she wasn’t managing too well with my surname, most here don’t. She gave me my address, it was an old one, and when I said, no, sorry, I don’t live there and actually you’re wasting your time and mine, she insisted she had my identity number and would I please confirm it. Rest assured that by now not only was I smelling a rat, but it was a large rat that was rapidly decomposing. Nope, I said, not confirming the number for you, and if you think I am, you’ve got another thing coming. Strange, she then threw down the phone. Needless to say when I called the chain store’s head office, they’d never heard of me and had no record of my ever having had an account with them
You know, some days I really just feel like biting someone!
But I didn’t. Instead I finished what I was doing and then trotted into the digital darkroom to make these for you.
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Friday, October 10, 2008
Memememememememe – and YOU!

I’ve recently been tagged for a few memes – but in time honoured, goal-directed tradition of a writer on a mission, I completely forgot who’d tagged me. It’s taken a few days of headscratching, whilst pondering what to blog about, for me to remember. I apologise profusely to both Val and Susan for having a sieve for a brain.
So Val’s meme first. I’m going to have ask Val to excuse me for not doing the first part of the meme but figuring out how to choose someone from my address book to tell the world about left me completely baffled - maybe I've just got the wrong kind of address book!
But here’s the second meme that Val tagged me with. It is a series of questions that must be answered in eight words;
WHERE WERE YOU TEN YEARS AGO? Dealing with my father’s death, preparing to get divorced. (oops, nine words there…)
WHATS ON YOUR TO DO LIST TODAY? Manuscript rewrite, grocery shopping, blog, email, water garden.
WHAT IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE? Right now? I’d be stressing about the markets, looking to buy property and gold, and looking to pick up stocks when the market bottoms out.
FIVE PLACES YOU HAVE LIVED: Cape Town, Durban, London, Dublin, Guernsey.
THREE BAD HABITS Procrastinating, slobbing, not dejunking often enough
SNACKS YOU LIKE Chips/crisps, fruit, Lindt 70% dark chocolate
WHO AM I TAGGING?
Janey, Baino, Ropi, Mellifluous Dark, Lane, Susan

And now for Susan’s meme.
*Tagged bloggers post answers on their blogs & replace questions as they wish.
*Tagged bloggers state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
1. What do you do before bedtime? Blog, watch TV or read
2. What is your favorite sound? Waves crashing on the beach, wind in the trees
3. What were your childhood fears? Being abandoned, finding thief under my bed
4. What place have you visited that you can't forget and want to go back? Tuscany
5. What has made you unhappy these days? The rank greed in the world – and thereby the state of the markets.
6. What websites do you visit daily? Facebook, online dictionary and thesaurus, Google search
7. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? I think Susan is energetic, fun, focussed and determined. She’s also a great interviewer and is passionate about what she does.
8. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head? Puff the Magic Dragon…
9. What’s your favorite item of clothing? Jeans
10. What is your dream for the future? To get a lucrative publishing deal and be living in a place where I feel safe and secure.
Right, and now to the tagging:
Janey, Val, Aerin, Storm, Bonnie
Sneaky, eh? You notice I managed to tag both Val and Susan right back! Muahahahahahaaaaa!
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008
All sorts
Aaargh… Those of you “friended” to me on Facebook will know that I’ve been fighting with my manuscript of late – akin to chasing a ball of rapidly unraveling wool which is traveling down a hill at speed. It’s strange, I thought I had the darned thing pretty much wrapped up and then realised there was a major “incredibility” in the story. This struck me at about 3am on Sunday morning. Why these flashes of insight come at such ungodly hours is beyond me. I plotted out the thing in my head, figured what I needed to do and come Monday, set about putting things to rights. Only it was one of those things that had knock on effects. Change one thing here, must change another thing there. I swear I’ve written business strategies for start up companies and reports for the city council that have been considerably easier!
I am now in a state where my brain has turned to sludge and it’s taken me the better part of a day to get just one paragraph to read the way I want it. I used to scoff at writers who laboured over a single paragraph in this way – and now I are (sic) one of them. Whaaaaaah! And all this whilst periodically dashing off to check Sky News to see if the world has gone belly up yet.
You know, she said rambling on from one thought to another, I can honestly say that it strikes me that as unpleasant as it may be, this global economic crunch is in fact much needed. For the past fifteen years too many have indulged in an unsustainable life of greed and excess, trying to outdo the Jones’s and insisting on living in homes that look like wedding cakes while driving vehicles that screw up the environment. The ecological pressure we put on the planet with this kind of lifestyle is fatally destructive in the long run (and that run might not be that long really). I’m kinda hoping that the crunch, if we learn from our lessons (do we ever learn from our lessons?) will put an end to nonsense like overpaid and over-rated executives, celebrities and those daft “islands” and similar such things in Dubai and elsewhere. I’m sort of hoping too that a recessionary mindset will also foster a move to more traditional values where people, rather than money and “stuff”, come first.
Finally, all this credit crisis thing and muddling manuscripts got to be too much, and so I hived off and procrastinated in the digital darkroom. I know that when the going gets tough the tough supposedly go shopping – well not this tough, this one goes off to get creative and to play with colour saturation, tone mapping and other such digital wizardry.
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
Wild Things

Right, well, now that the second draft of the manuscript is complete, I'm off to where the wild things are. I'll see you in a week or so, when I'll start tackling the third draft of the manuscript.
Meanwhile, have fun, play nicely and if you care to take a peek at some of my cardinal rules of life, you can see them over at Scarlett's place!

Monday, June 9, 2008
Getting ready to Swansong?

I am being a bad, bad, bad blogger. And for that I apologise. For the moment, I feel all blogged out - is there such a thing as blogger burn out? If so, I think I have it. Not of course that I've noticed a rash or anything, you understand, and there doesn't seem to be any sneezing. I just seem to to have run out of witter and warble. For someone who nearly always has something to say, this is a nasty feeling indeed. Akin to a bad and unrequested dose of laryngitis.
So here I am, sans witter and warble and just a month short of my bloggaversary. Tsk. I started this blog on the 4th of July, last year and did my very first blog post ever - as Atyllah the Hen on the 2nd of July 2006. That's two years at it. Not bad going, I suppose. Perhaps I'm entitled to a rest. It certainly feels like it.
The sad reality is, witter and warble loss notwithstanding, I also I find myself overwhelmed by Stuff. Aside from the general tension in the air , I am also up to my eyeballs in edits, critiques and admin related things - preparatory to our move to the other side of the planet. Needless to say it all makes me more than a little preoccupied.
I'm in two minds as to whether to close down this blog and gracefully retreat from blogosphere. But I also know that if I do it, I will miss it. So... I think what I may do instead is put this blog into an extended/indefinite/protracted/sporadic/now and again hiatus. I may post and visit occasionally (you can put me on your RSS feeds if you want to know when I raise my head above the parapet for a bit of a holler) but for now, I simply don't feel up to regular blogging and it doesn't seem fair to all you wonderful people who have been such loyal blogging buddies to not know where I'm at.
So, on that rather vague note of au revoir - not adieu - I leave you for now. You know where to find me if you'd like to do so - leave a comment, drop me an email, or say hello on Facebook or Flickr. I'll still be around, just otherwise occupied.
And you know, I know exactly what's going to happen... I'm going to bid you au revoir and then tomorrow, sod's law being what it is, I'll find I suddenly have plenty to say. Can you cope with erratic?
Ladies and gentleman, we apologise for any inconvenience caused by temporary disruptions to our normal flight schedules but we hope you've enjoyed your flight with us. Please ensure your seatbelts are securly fastened and thank you for flying with Absolute Vanilla...(& Atyllah).
And in the meantime, be good, have fun, play nicely with each other and share the joy and the love! And remember, life is what you make of it.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Pursued by words

My words are not my own. The come to me from some other place, having drifted through time and space. Filtering like autumn leaves and rays of dappled summer light, they settle, cloaking my shoulders and tickling my mind. In every hue from bright to misty they create a kaleidoscope of intensity. Tell us, they whisper, set us free. They clamour through me, determined to escape, seeking the tips of my fingers, the edges of my lips, intent on creating a whole - to form a new story.
I’m editing at the moment, tossing and turning between two completely different manuscripts to suit the vagaries of my topsy-turvy moods. One is a fantasy for 9 – 12s - a jolly romp written a long while ago into which I’m trying to weave a slighter richer, more deepening thread. The other is a supernatural work - magical realism, perhaps - for older teens, dealing with the reality and mystery of Death.
You can tell my moods are disparate and divergent, can’t you.
I put it down to the insanity that insists on persisting around me. But I’m still not ready to write about that, I’m still trying to find some semblance of sense – though I suspect that may be an unequal task.
Back to the editing – though I’d rather be writing something new given the way these words pursue me.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Time for Whimsy
When the going gets tough, the tough remember to play (and sometimes they go shopping too). Sometimes you just have to find the balance, sometimes you just have to have some fun.
I will write some more about the things that have been going on, the humanitarian and health crises that are brewing but for now, let's just play. It's what I did, in the digital darkroom and by sticking my nose into some comic verse.




Until next time, go gently, be kind to one another - and remember to have fun.
I will write some more about the things that have been going on, the humanitarian and health crises that are brewing but for now, let's just play. It's what I did, in the digital darkroom and by sticking my nose into some comic verse.
As Ogden Nash says...
On Breaking the Ice
Candy
Is dandy
But liquor
Is quicker
On Breaking the Ice
Candy
Is dandy
But liquor
Is quicker

The Purple Cow
I never saw a Purple Cow,
I never hope to see one;
But I can tell you, anyhow,
I'd rather see than be one.
Gelert Burgess
Sequel to the Purple Cow
Ah, Yes! I wrote the "Purple Cow" -
I'm Sorry, now I wrote it!
But I can Tell you Anyhow,
I'll Kill you if you Quote it.
Gelert Burgess
I never saw a Purple Cow,
I never hope to see one;
But I can tell you, anyhow,
I'd rather see than be one.
Gelert Burgess
Sequel to the Purple Cow
Ah, Yes! I wrote the "Purple Cow" -
I'm Sorry, now I wrote it!
But I can Tell you Anyhow,
I'll Kill you if you Quote it.
Gelert Burgess

A Case
As I was going up the stair
I met I man who wasn't there.
He wasn't there again today -
I wish to God he'd go away!
Anon
As I was going up the stair
I met I man who wasn't there.
He wasn't there again today -
I wish to God he'd go away!
Anon

Opportunity
When Mrs Gorm (Aunt Eloise)
Was stung to death by savage bees,
Her husband (Prebendary Gorm)
Put on his veil, and took the swarm.
He's publishing a book next May
On "How to Make Bee-keeping Pay".
Harry Graham
When Mrs Gorm (Aunt Eloise)
Was stung to death by savage bees,
Her husband (Prebendary Gorm)
Put on his veil, and took the swarm.
He's publishing a book next May
On "How to Make Bee-keeping Pay".
Harry Graham

Ultimate Reality
There was an old man in a trunk,
Who inquired of his wife, "Am I drunk?"
She replied with regret,
"I'm afraid so, my pet."
And he answered, "It's just as I thunk."
Ogden Nash
There was an old man in a trunk,
Who inquired of his wife, "Am I drunk?"
She replied with regret,
"I'm afraid so, my pet."
And he answered, "It's just as I thunk."
Ogden Nash
Until next time, go gently, be kind to one another - and remember to have fun.
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