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Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poems. Show all posts

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Searching for Autumn


Much inspired by some of the lovely autumnal shots I saw on several blogs last year, I decided to try and capture some autumn colours of my own. Only I forgot one small detail. We tend not to have much of an Autumn. We seem instead to go from summer to winter with nothing more than a vague murmur inbetween. So many of the trees seem to keep their green foliage until the first big blow of winter, at which point, giving themselves a good shake they shed their clothes and stand in glorious nakedness for winter. But that waywardness didn't stop me from trying to capture a glimpse of Autumn anyway. A trip to the arboretum and vineyards just up the road produced the the images below. Some are experimental, with me trying to capture good bokeh on some of the shots.


And since I'm not feeling overly creative in the words department right now - yes, I know, a terribly sin for a writer to admit, but there you go, it happens, I thought I'd share this with you - while you're enjoying Spring!


ODE TO AUTUMN
by John Keats

Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness!
Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun;
Conspiring with him how to load and bless
With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eaves run;
To bend with apples the mossed cottage-trees,
And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core;
To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells
With a sweet kernel; to set budding more,
And still more, later flowers for the bees,
Until they think warm days will never cease,
For Summer has o'erbrimmed their clammy cells.

Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store?
Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find
Thee sitting careless on a granary floor,
Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind;
Or on a half-reaped furrow sound asleep,
Drowsed with the fume of poppies, while thy hook
Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers;
And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep
Steady thy laden head across a brook;
Or by a cider-press, with patient look,
Thou watchest the last oozings, hours by hours.

Where are the songs of Spring? Ay, where are they?
Think not of them, thou hast thy music too, -
While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day
And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue;
Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn
Among the river sallows, borne aloft
Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies;
And full-grown lambs loud bleat from hilly bourn;
Hedge-crickets sing, and now with treble soft
The redbreast whistles from a garden-croft;
And gathering swallows twitter in the skies.








Wednesday, April 9, 2008

A rose is a rose is wedded bliss...


Aaah, sigh, wedded bliss... Who'd have thought. Certainly not me. And there I thought it was really just going to be a bureaucratic formality - and in fact it was so much more. Sigh... Moon...

As a friend wrote to me in an email today: "You know, in many ways I believe that we receive gifts when we know how to appreciate them. Then we can nurture every special moment, work out the differences and walk a smooth and happy path with the one we love."

This is so true. Getting married the second time has been a richer, deeper and totally joyous experience. I'm happy being married - and I didn't believe I'd ever say that!

As another friend said, "I'm sure the "guides" are beaming from ear to ear, and saying things like "isn't it great when they do it the right way round like this? Work at their relationship first - get married as a result of that?!" and "it's beautiful when souls marry in reality, without the scales still on their eyes" - or something like that :-) "

The ceremony was short, simple and beautiful - with me in my little red dress.

First Patrick, our marriage officer and a really lovely man, read us a poem by Pablo Neruda...

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

that this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

Then he did a special cleansing and blessing ritual of the rings with water and fire. We said our vows, exchanged rings and he finished off with a Celtic blessing:

Deep peace of the running wave to you.
Deep peace of the flowing air to you.
Deep peace of the quiet earth to you.
Deep peace of the shining stars to you.
Deep peace of the infinite peace to you.

As we walked outside, moony and beaming, we noticed that the clouds that had filled the sky all day had rolled back to reveal the vast blue heaven while scattered diamonds glinted off the sea.

We arrived home to find a huge flock of guinea fowl in the driveway - not the usual mob - but a far bigger group with young ones and adolescents. We fed them and soon after the regulars arrived. The new flock flapped and fluttered up to the roof while the regulars filled the driveway and then they all sang - sweet syrupy notes filled with gentle twitterings - so very different from the usual raucous clucks and squawks. There is nothing quite like the sound of guinea fowl singing, it is sweetness itself. The guinea fowl, for those who don't know, brings the Goddess energy and the energy of protection. So as a final note to our marriage, we received a guinea fowl blessing. It doesn't get much better than that!

Dinner out was wonderful - the food a medley of flavours, woven together into a symphony of taste. And there were special touches too - flowers in our serviettes and a platter of sweetmeats at the end with the words "Congratulations on your Wedding Day" piped in chocolate on the plate with lots of little chocolatey hearts.

It was a good day and the best is still to come - the honeymoon...! On which note I will advise you that this blog is going into a short hiatus while I... well never you mind! :-)

Be good, take care of yourselves, be happy, be loving and loved, have fun and soar on the wings of grace and good humour.

With love and hugs to all of you.

See ya' soon...!








Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Stream of Consciousness Part 4


Stream of Consciousness V

White bird soars

and tastes the sky

liquid honey

golden sigh


Azure blue stretches wide

swim…float…fly

Drifting waves

roll endlessly by


Soul bird sings

silver notes

drip from her lips

White bird kisses

soul’s brightening eye.


Monday, October 8, 2007

Breath of All Things

And continuing The Moon Topple's Phoctober theme...

I want to say at the outset of this post that although I write, my natural leaning is towards prose - fiction and non-fiction. I do not incline easily to poetry - it requires far too much thinking to my mind! - though heaven knows as a teenager I spent hours scribbling "pomes". That said, there are times when some words appear that simply do not fit the shape of prose and so I take them and package them into forms that seem more suitable to what they are. I'm not sure one could or should call it poetry.





I am the wind.

I am the space between the leaves

the breath that carries the first robin’s song.

I am the swell and fall of the ocean

the rainbow on the splash of waves.

I am the silence between words

the stillness between the notes of a song.

I linger between buildings

drift in the valleys

and rest in the depths of a lake.

I rise up above the peaks

and soar through the stars.

I am the space between your fingers

the place within your dreams.

I flow through all things

encompassing and enveloping all.

Infinite and expansive

I am that I am

I am

and

I am is so much bigger than me.





These shots were taken earlier this year along a southern coastal stretch of South Africa known as The Garden Route. It is an area blessed by miles of pristine sandy beaches, rocky coves, placid lakes, deep ravines, tumbling rivers and miles of indigenous forest filled with giant Yellowwood trees. It is yet another one those incredibly beautiful places provided by nature amidst the other insanity that surrounds us.

Friday, July 20, 2007

A Way...

Tempus Fugit © 2007 Absolute Vanilla


A Way

Reach out
touch
the infinite void
the unbeginning
nothingness
of
every beginning

Step back
fall
into no-space
no-time
the beginning
everythingness
of unbeginning
nothing

Nothing
the void
infinite
from which
we
spring
into everything
and
nothing

© 2007 Absolute Vanilla


In the last four years I've experienced three near death experiences (methinks the universe is trying to tell me something). During that time I've also read a fair amount about Taoism, which I've found deeply intriguing. The poem above, is based on both experiences. The painting, well, that just happened, as these things do, one fine day...





Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Seaside


seaweed bobs
glistening
like thousands
of floating seals
seagulls drift
on rippling waters
waiting for the next
good thing
sun bakes down
on silver sand
the air - filled with
the rush and hiss
of a well-travelled
ocean
and
the scattering shriek
of seabirds
on the wing

and on the horizon
hanging low
fingers cupping
the edge
of the world
the grey mass
of winter storms

© 2007 Absolute Vanilla


Sunday, July 8, 2007

Creative Forces and Inspirations

Blue Dawn by Tay Dall - 2005


Blue Dawn

Ocean glints

as sunlight stretches

to kiss the eternal blue.

Moon calls forth

the earth’s embrace

And fingers of dawn

Caress the waves.

Whispers of a new day sparkle in myriad hues.

© 2007 Absolute Vanilla


A couple of years ago I came across the work of a local artist, Tay Dall, and was instantly captivated by her art. Somehow her paintings spoke to me and inspired me. I felt, goofy though it may sound, a soul connection, even though Tay and I have never met - chatted on the phone, yes, shared email, for sure. What I find so interesting is that the person who bubbles over the telephone line, who produces the most prolific quantity of work, who bounds and bounces, seems so unlike the person I'd imagined behind the paintings. Which makes me think... how much of the persona we present to the world, the personality that others see, is really the true person? I wonder how much any of of us reveal ourselves to others or do we save it entirely for our art - or even then, not? Indeed, how many of us even know who we really are?

The other thing I'm inclined to ponder is just how much we inspire each other. Who, for example, inspires you?

Here's another bit of a "pome" inspired by Tay's work.

creative force

silver circle

soars

on high

brightening glow

- heaven-

night’s eye.

ancient mysteries

magical rites

below the stone slumbers

waits for flight.

whispered threads

woven imaginings

tales spread

and stories unfold.

Spirit

soars

uncovering

the soul.

© 2007 Absolute Vanilla



And whaddayamean, where's that chicken?! Don't know, don't care is the succinct answer.

Ba-kaaaaak!

Damn, see what you've done now. You've woken the beast!

Ouch! All right, all right, you're not a beast. Honest you're not.... you're just a demented chicken.... Ow!!!!!